Well, that seems pretty fair.
The thing I'm trying to point out to you, is that a spiritual 'experience/awakening' is not about superstitions and bogus rituals of nothingness....which is what a lot of churches cling too, to try to make their point...so not only do I understand your position...matter of fact, in those regards, I agree with you!..because what you are railing against, is exactly what anyone spiritually minded would be pissed at, too!!
For what it's worth, there is two ways that the Bible refers to 'believers' and 'religions'...one, is referred to as a 'Virgin Bride'..the other is referred to as 'The Great Whore'!.....see, your instincts are correct....and what does a 'whore do'??..whatever it takes, for money and position/power.
Methinks, that way in there, your instincts just may be intact...but your resentments misplaced!

Now just make connection, and you might turn out to be a major ass kicker!

GfS