"Life sucks. Please tell me why I should live it."
Well, for starters, I counted 903 postings by you to Mudcat since March of this year. (I didn't read them all at this sitting, but it would be an interesting, if somewhat voyeuristic excercise.) I'm assuming those posts were read by at least one person, but it's likely far more than that. I will also go out on a limb and suggest that there was something of value to somebody in each of those posts. So right there you've touched 900 people. That's 900 people you've never even met! You may never know what wonderful crops may sprout from the seeds you've planted with those 903 posts. I don't know about where you you live, but here in Bedford Falls, connecting with people is an important job, and somebody's got to do it. May as well be you.
Peace, Bardford