I'm a clinical social worker and seasonal affective disorder can occur in these times. And there is a co relation between sunlight and mood. Brighter is cheerier. Bottom line - Only you can find the thread to continue with life. As a Lakota told me one day - "Today is the only day you will get today - it is your choice as to how you utilize this day that the Creator has provided." So choose wisely! After all it really is "Just another gorgeous day in paradise."