I wrote a verbose post about my angst re **** and shit but I deleted it. I think I am on the road to discovery... just ignore it and it goes away is my (hopefully new) mantra.

One learns, perhaps?, as time draws nigh? There is not much time left.

Yes, that is taking, perhaps?, punctuation licence.

Perhaps? me arse! I am breaking wind. In whatever direction it applies. Either you get it or don't.

It's cold and damp. I shall sleep well... snuggled in blankets. gnightgnu.