Weasel words, bobad (do look that up). The man who killed you is always the man who fired the bullet. You are the master of denial (not to speak of cowardliness, cheating and lying -shall we go,overall that again?) Here's an illustration of denial for you, written by a Jewish man as it happens (not that that should bother us). Read and learn.

They held up a stone.
I said, "Stone."
Smiling they said, "Stone."

They showed me a tree.
I said, "Tree."
Smiling they said, "Tree."

They shed a man's blood.
I said, "Blood."
Smiling they said, "Paint."

They shed a man's blood.
I said, "Blood."
Smiling they said, "Paint."

[Dannie Abse]