I could suggest you have someone read your own posts to you, you may understand them for what they are.

I've got an idea for you, build a boat out of cow hide and wood and try to sail to America, it may just give you a different prespective on life.

It may help ease whatever is troubling you, and something certainly is, that unfortunately shines in your posts to this and other treads.

And BEFORE you pick me up on how to build boats, I know there is a lot more involved, but truthfully I have better things to do with my time than argue semantics with you.