Ake, a while back I realized that bad guys usually had bad guys as fathers or at least morally ambiguous dads. There are brand new bad guys certainly but they are few. They all tend to make a hell they live in and die in. There will always be bad guys and there will always be a prosecution of some of them so why bother concentrating only on the bad guys?

Better to help the victims which are most numerous and deserving.

I see a bit of the victim in you, but if you are as bad as you say, remember it has always been up to you to wise up and not continue with the sunken costs of the bad path.