Jim,
To be honest I think you must be referring to my statement that Child gradually changed his mind about his all-inclusive policy, especially as he became ill and wanted to spend more time with the family. This culminated in the statement at Volume 5, p182 just before he died. I'm sure I've posted it before here but I'm pretty certain everybody here would have a set. If not I can post it easily. It's not that long. Perhaps you could post it for us?