AS one of the younger mudcatters.. I'm only 60.. a mere brat...

It's not so much any bad things I did,
as the much worse bad things I didn't do, and wish I had,
that sometimes niggle at me...

The not fighting back and hurting other folks who betrayed and hurt me first kinda thing..

It's a bit of a bugger being a lifelong pacifist and reasonable 'not stooping to their level' sort of bloke,
who gains much pleasurable vicarious entertainment from violent revenge and vigelante movies...