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Posted By: The Sandman
05-Sep-20 - 01:41 AM
Thread Name: The Irregularity of Peter Bellamy
Subject: RE: The Irregularity of Peter Bellamy
I also think that Peter expected more from the uk folk revival, I think he had hoped to be a "Star"regarding the festival and club scene in a similar vein to how some seek fame on the pop scene, and that this disappointment was a contribution to his death[ confirmed by wiki here., "The Transports was a runaway success, since when my career has gone ppppffff! " Similarly from fellow folksinger Brian Peters: "The saddest Bellamy moment arose after I'd complimented him on a barnstorming performance the last time I'd seen him. With a wan smile, he picked up his diary and, holding it up for me to see, leafed through empty page after empty page, without saying a word." Distinguished American folksinger Lisa Null, a longtime friend, writes "He was broke, unable to find gigs, unable to adapt. He complained so much about this, many of us kind of got used to it -- a bad mistake. He was sending out warning signs." Another singer, Nick Dow, adds, "In respect of his empty gig diary, we were chatting on the phone, and he asked me 'Nick how do you get so much work?' I answered that it was because I was a persuasive bastard and wasn't averse to making a nuisance of myself. He replied that he couldn't easily ring up and ask for a gig, he found it so embarrassing. He was a singer and performer, not a businessman in any shape or form. Peter needed our help, and the oxygen of the appreciation of his art."
Shortly before his death, his widow later told Michael Grosvenor Myer, he had spent a whole day listening intently and self-critically to his entire record output, saying at the end "But I am good. What the hell has gone wrong?"