If snowflakes can be unique then why not apply the same logic to a person and their style of expression. Not everyone will write well the emotional experience they may be living through so as to provide us with an opportunity to pass judgement on the authenticity of their portrayal in a post. Milly, you need comfort, support and competent counseling. Make sure you get it. I understand your situation very well and would be happy to speak with you. If you become a member than we can PM and exchange phone numbers. I really wish you well. You might try some yoga to relax and focus.

Kindest regards, Ellen