My, God, you're a crotchety old bastard, eh, LEJ?BLT, every time I turn a year I am amazed that I made it through....but, then, battling this damned genetic disorder since I hit puberty....(depression) gets a bit wearing...But, lately, I've been finding there are actually a few things worth living for...the future being one of them....and at 26 I have a bit to go....