Sincerely, Steve, it is not I that is killing you, mortal or otherwise.
It is time and ego philosophy. Convincing yourself that you are a good person is easy. Teaching others is by deed and kindness.

America is a white nationalist nation is a notion that all white people are enhanced by systemic racism in every quarter of law and practices.
Those that belong to Militias are not the only white nationalists. They are a tip of an iceberg. It only sounds like hyperbole that we are all racists and sinners to some degree. Self-reflection is hard to do from the inside out especially for people who insist upon not understanding.