Indeed, Stilly.

Meanwhile as was not improving on the gabapentin, they've added olezapine, aka zyprexa, and I like it, but oh, do I not want to be back on meds. But I am feeling better, and having more energy, and disorganizedly organizing. I couldn't stay on task but I got a lot done by the end, just doing everthing at once and nothing first, like a General Products hull encountering antimatter. But stuff got done, the hats are sorted, the clean clothes folded if not in drawers, the kitchen acceptable if you don't open the fridge. That's today's project, so here I am on the Mudcat instead. On verra.

And on the tower (Amphigory reference), they are looking into why both legs are showing weakness now, so this morning was an MRI for lumbar. Probably cervical coming up... and myelograms, or whatever nerve tests for legs. Then for hands, I hope, as I am really dropping things a lot, some of which break. Anybody know where I can get a lovely green glass chillum with stars engraved? Don't recall where I got it, malheureusement.

One immediate effect of the olzo was getting back into my body, as I hadn't realized I had dissociated, but the things that didn't hurt, like my toe, started hurting, as they should have been all along.