I am very sorry to hear about this. I echo Art's sentiments, whole heartedly.

I also must say that for someone who goes by the monicker "nutty", I found his/her post quite profound. One of the wonderful things about music is that there are so many ways to participate. As you seem to be a "man of many parts", I'm sure you will find other ways to share your skills and knowledge.

With wishes for good luck, and with much admiration
Bart