Thanks to you guys for the good thoughts and the song lyrics. I have to remember that this is a a process of grieving. Part of me wants to rage at her for leaving me, another part wants to stay away until we each heal enough to be around each other again, yet another part just wants to run to her and hold her until we both have cried all the tears we have to cry. I am sure that with time this will become easier.

Thanks again

BeauD