I tried to read it last night, but couldn't get through the whole thing. I'll go back at it in a moment, as it deserves to be taken as a whole.

What I read of it was very beautiful, and I am sure evokes some small amount of the emotions you are dealing with in those that read it (as evidenced by my having to stop). Which, in my mind, means you have succeeded, as that is what I personally believe music is about.

I hope the writing of it has helped you in your grief process.