Ah, Mortee, shush, luv, it's okay. You don't need to apologise for what you're going through.

I believe the Universe knows the pain and confusion a suicide feels and therefore has an abundance of compassion for them. You know I believe in reincarnation. Because of that, I believe a suicide will come back, just like the rest of us, to learn the lessons they tried to get out of the last time round.

I also believe, however, that whatever "plane" they hang out on, in between incarnations, may have a lot to do with the belief of each individual soul and what they feel they may deserve. Because of this, if there is a "hell" it is of their own making and the Universe is there for them when and if they figure it out and are ready to progress.

Life is a spiral of consciouness, ever upward. Once one has learned a Truth, one cannot deny it and regress. One may try and appear to be and it is true that if one who has this knowledge tries to deny it, the consequences may be exacerbated, BUT the Universe, IMO, is consistently compassionate.

You are a part of us and always will be. Blessed Be for you, David and your family.

luvyakat