I am so sorry. I hope you can take some time to look over what maryg. has posted.Please know that we are here anytime you need to cry, rant, talk, sing, listen; it's what Mudcat is all about, helping each other through such sorrowful times.
My thoughts of Love, Light, Life and Healng are sent your way with a thanks giving that all works out for the highest good of all concerned.
Please check in when you are able. You will be on our mnds and in our hearts.
Blessed Be, kat