Sorry Sins, I know I didn't answer my own question....still thinking it through, which is why I wanted your input.
I once had a really fabulous looking woman ( you know, perfect skin/hair/teeth, sexy, slim, tall etc.etc.) tell me she'd give it all away in a moment to be able to sing.Would I swap being able to sing to lose my depressive illness though? Perhaps as well it's a choice I don't have to make.

And Kendall, don't you change a damned thing!
Signed,
Another Kendall groupie.