Kendall, the sadness that came through in the night I think for me had to do with getting older, knowing I no longer had all the options that I had taken granted all my life. (Whatta you mean- I'm gettin' old?! Why, I've been young all my life!)

Once I got that through my head- and I'm not finished yet- I started noticing how very much I still can do, including enjoying moments more than I just about ever had. And relationships with people have become much more valuable to me.

I'm hoping for another 20 years, with each year getting richer and more meaningful to me.

That said, yesterday I woke with 'Music in the Air'; today it was 'Ashokan Farewell'. They're always complete with orchestration- and LOUD too. No wonder they wake me up.

Ebbie