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Now for the practical stuff...

A job search is the most frustrating, depressing, kick-in-the-teeth (sorry about the reference there) experience you'll go through. Just keep in mind that it's temporary and some day when you seen others going through the same thing, you'll be compassionate. With all your serious problems, remember that you have youth, and things will get better soon. There is some good advice here. Keep asking for what you need.

If you need some job search materials, let me know, I have several boxes. My first thought...are you a college graduate? If so, your alma mater has a service (free) to assist in the job search. If not, there are ways to access their help.

Take care of your health first and foremost. A happy life from a secure job will help a lot.

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