((((((((hesperis))))))))

Oh dear, poor you... I know exactly what it's like to have it all build up until suddenly you just explode with misery. I had a similar episode before Christmas where I was on the point of bursting into tears every day, and yet I couldn't put the finger on exactly why. Plenty of things were going ok in my life (I had a job, house, cats, boyfriend, friends, music) but aspects of my life were really getting me down (not the job I want, can't do up the house for lack of cash, had hardly seen boyfriend for weeks because he was busy recording, no time to practice the pipes because too busy working etc).

In the end I spent about a whole day bawling my eyes out about it. It was horrible but it did get better. If you have any close friends round there get over and pour your heart out, you WILL feel better after you do so, even if practically things don't change immediately.

Best of luck and warm thoughts from someone who knows how it feels