At this stage, if I did try to commit suicide even the trigger probably wouldn't click.I've posted what I hope is a helpful suggestion at or about
http://www.mudcat.org/thread.cfm?threadid=40461&messages=51
for the benefit of those who, like myself, are demented trying to do the clicky thing.
If you could take a few minutes to look at it and pick up the suggestion, you would probably save several lives.
Eternally grateful,
Roger O'Keeffe