Just a quote to go with a hug - "The certainty of misery we can deal with, it's the misery of uncertainty that eats us alive".

I got my first job from my eye-doctor because I told her I was looking for work. My advice is - tell many people you are looking for work.

And, just for instance, my Mom would cheerfully pay someone to patiently tutor her in basic computer skills. She's in her 70's and didn't grow up with them, so it just doesn't come as easy. Betcha there's a lot of other people who would be interested....maybe some of them even interested in music too. ET