Mary - I am worried about being able to handle school, however the course I've chosen includes a lot of work I can do on my own, and it will give me the practical training I need to make all my projects actually happen.

Susan - yeah, it is getting better, just doesn't feel that way because I'm worrying about where I'm staying again. And you are right, I'd figure some way of access to my computer. *g*

I could definitely use hugs. Real ones.

I guess it's because I felt like I fit in at the apartment, even though the others smoke and watch movies all the time and have parties and I'm not into that stuff. I could contribute there, not so much in money, but in other things (none of them is much for housework and I'm much better trained after Burlington, and I was providing everyone with internet access without asking them to pay a share of it).

I've never really fit in with other people so well, and now I have to leave, not because they want me to, or because I want to, but because one of their parents is the landlord and he decided that he didn't want me there. (After talking to me for a total of 5 seconds in person, basically "hi" and "nice to meet you" and "goodbye", he thinks I'm "taking advantage" of his daughter's generosity. Riiiiiight...) It's not ideal, but I sort-of belonged... for once...