Okay. It's "Conversations With God - book 1", author is Neale Donald Walsch, ISBN 0-399-14278-9 published in 1995. There are other volumes, but volume I is the best to start with, I would think.

With this book, as with any, the thing is not on the one hand to take it as gospel on mere faith or emotionalism...and not on the other hand to deny it out of hand either, on similar bases, because it just sounds like something you don't "believe in"...

...but merely to give what it says careful and patient consideration, and see if it makes some kind of sense. (For instance, I've read the Bible. I found some stuff in it that was horrifying, some stuff in it that was boring, some that was contradictory, some that was interesting, and some that was inspiring, but it did not cause me to become either a "Christian" or an "atheist" as a consequence of reading it).

Good luck.

- LH