Thanks again for the info,
Donuel I can't PM you as I'd rather keep my anonymity right now, but thanks anyway.
Guest Gerald, thanks, a most informative post. I don't know if I'm a one in ten type subject, I don't KNOW that I was hypnotised even, part of the reason for bringing up this topic was to find out what is possible.Hypothetically speaking would it be possible for an unscrupulous person, with access to drugs (ryhypnol or stronger)to hypnotise a (for arguments sake)"medium" type person? It also occurrs to me that I might be clutching at straws to explain an behavourial aberration.Bottom line is I don't know.
I didn't want to go to the party in the first place, I had a feeling "in my water" that something bad was going to happen,nothing specific just a feeling.I now know that those people who I thought were friends at the time,weren't really, I'm in something of a void at the moment, waiting to hear from the medical prof.to see if I can see someone to talk this out.
Apart from that, I have a disabled wife,children, and Christmas to deal with but this is not just about seasonal stress,I've never felt like this before,and I have a similar feeling "in my water" something is going to happen.
My thanks to all contributors,this thread has helped me put things in some sort of perspective.This whole site is often a source of inspiration to me, I've seen how it has helped others,my gratitude to those who make it work, who knows I might even send some money.
Bye for now, will check back later.