The main thing that disturbed me was that Jackson seemed to be suffering under the delusion that as long as he didn't let his children suffer in the way he suffered, then they couldn't come to any harm. Thus in his mind, as long as their faces were covered and they couldn't therefore be recognised, then he was doing fine. Even if he dangles a baby over a balcony to show to his adoring fans, or exposes his other children to a media scrum in which they were almost trampled underfoot.