Good for you, N! It's great to read about success stories!

However, depression has a deeply selfish side, and it is making me write 'but when will it be my turn?'...

That said, Art - my heart goes out to you. It's one thing not wanting to do something that you are able to do, but wanting to do something you are no longer able to do... bugger. Bugger, bugger, bugger.