hesperis, I don't understand. Don't you have a doctor? If you do have, isn't s/he aware of how desperate your situation is? Can't s/he put you in touch with an agency or some other kind of service? Surely with symptoms as severe as yours sound, there are things that can be done. There are other people with the same syndrome, I should think.

I may be wrong, but it sounds like you feel that you understand your body better than anyone else can and that no one else -especially the medical community- can help, but let's face it- that approach hasn't been terribly effective. Maybe it's time you took some anti-allergens and whatever else a doctor will prescribe.

OK, OK. None of my business. But you really can't come onto these threads and push all our buttons like that and not expect some kind of undesired response.