Little Hawk,

No, To Me Life is Life, And God Is God. I do not see myself AS God.

My life, right or wrong, has a purpose as does yours. It also has a timeline of perfection leading into an even higher plan. God is that plan we are but the vessels of his endplan.

From the Moment of our Birth to the moment of our death, it has ALL been decided and reconciled, and amazing we can still execise our free will, and mistakes in the process.

Every hair on our head is numbered. People involved in near death experiences for example talk about their whole life passing before them, it does, but in a devine and perfecting way.

God is righteous and moral, his final will is guaranteed, all things work for a common cause, the birds the insect, us etc. even evil and free-will have their purpose, and in the scheme of things eventually everything becomes perfected.

God can't mess anything up, no matter how much we try in this plan.
That why he's God (creator: he creates the magic), He's Perfect and we are perfect THROUGH him.
but in the end we are reconciled to the will of the creator, to a state of perfection.

Everything in life has a purpose, even for example Adolph Hitler's Life, sort term may seem horrible, in the end evil is, reconciled and manifested to a state of perfection, like a mighty river, diverting from its course, but arriving to the sea unabated. We can do nothing of our own free will that isn't, in the final cause, the will of God.

This is not a static world of Self Actualization (Of Man Rising Out Of Spiritual Muck). And in my opinion there are things greater than ourselves. Time is greater than us, Space is Greater than us, and purposes unknown are greater as well, that evetually become perfected
By the Mysterious God That see and plans beyond our mortal capabilities.

this is so exciting and magical it blows my mind!!

The new heaven and the new earth.

God is good and humanity will recognize its potential (one way, or the other)

In the Creation Epic it was the Desire to be "AS GODS" that was the downfall of mankind. (we are not even fit to be put in this role)

Even if I am having mystic like experiences, I do not consider myself a "new-ager". I couldn't feel good about who I was or what my purpose was, IF I was ALL THERE WAS.

Dewey (who hope we can disagree and still be great friends)