No Fiona....it's not threatening at all.....someone else earlier on the thread was mentioning me being 'paranoid'....just a touch of humour....I've put words like that on the Radio 2 board before now as well, where I poke fun at myself and your opinions of me...it sort of implies...."Hey there's nothing wrong with me....Look Out!" all said in a joking way, as always.

I don't recall ever 'burning your fingers' by they way Fi.....NEVER! I didn't start any of this at all. I've just sat back and not said one word about all the things that you have put down about me. Can't fault me there I'm afraid. And as for Longdogs...well you were made to feel exceptionally welcomed there, you know you were. They are all lovely people and they don't understand all this either. I have left Longdogs because of all this, as it's not fair to bring all this to a fantastic music site.

When I lost my father Fi...I just put my head down and sobbed until there wasn't one tear left to come, until there was literally nothing left.....and then the healing took place. I'm not ashamed to put that on here.

If all this has been started because of your father dying, then I'm very sorry for how it is making you feel. Honestly though, crying it out is the most healthy way forwards. It's best for everyone. I'm not to blame....I've been there and I know how badly it hurts, but please don't aim it all at me. It's not my fault. I've never said anything to hurt you....have I? Well....apart from sounding a bit ratty above, but that is hardly surprising is it after what you have been saying lately? Be fair.

I'm sorry to put this on here, but maybe it needs to be said out in the open. As I said to you on Radio 2....I haven't changed Fi...I'm still just as I was.....you may choose not to like me as I am...but that's me I'm afraid. If you choose to believe what Diane says about me, well, that really is up to you. Diane has never met me, just taken it upon herself to vilify me because I have dared to stand up to her and BOY! haven't I been made to suffer for that!! "Racist! Facist!" You name it....I've been called it....and what for really Fiona? Because I love the music of Show of Hands? Sheesh!!!!!

Find peace Fiona......you HAVE to! But you have to do it on your own, we all have to at some point in our lives. I wish you well. I truly hope you find peace.

Lizzie