Sabine, I'm really sorry to hear that. My grandma died suddenly two weeks ago and while I realise it's not the same as losing a parent, we were really close and I'll miss her so much. She was talking about moving house too, had started playing the piano again, full of hope for the future. Even though I was at the funeral I still just can't understand how she could not be there any more.

I hope you have family and friends who can be with you now and that you have lots of happy memories of your mother you will be able to look back on in the future. I wish you all the strength you need.

Charley