For the last 18 months or so a relationship I was forced to leave (I was forced out of the house) has been limping on. This other person goes into wild moods that I have no idea how to calm, with bizarre and illogical arguments I cannot claim to understand. So I am best shot of this person, right? You'd think so. But now in separate houses we've been continuously on/off. The other person always ends it then comes back and begs forgiveness. I let this happen because, though I know in my head I am unwise to keep this relationship on, my heart yearns for the best of what the relationship gave me. When I see this person the angels sing and everything goes in slow motion. But today again this person broke my heart with the same old pattern of destructive behaviour. Please try and give me some wisdom and help me come to my senses!