Yes, kendall I threw some stuff at a cat that had my old moggy cornered and was about three times the size. The huge monster tried to attack me instead of running away, but the bucket of water defeated it. I felt better, but was suprised how instinctively I reacted.
And yes, the number of dead loved ones is growing - there will be one hell(or heaven) of a welcome party when I go.
Its strange when my Mum and Dad died I was very upset and cried lots, but with Philip its taken me a month to really cry. I wonder why?