Peace, as a father and a parent who almost lost a child to illness I was never so scared in my entire life at the prospect of the loss.

To hold up in front of your wife who was crumbling by the day took strength I never thought I had.

Listening to the McCann's casual dismissal of leaving three children all alone night after night fired something up in me.

After we came out of the woods with our child, I moved the bed into our room and lay awake at nights just starring to see movement, I will be honest, it wrecked us, to hear a doctor say "expect the worst" will ring in my ears until I am ninety.

These people must have understood that anything could have happen these kids at any time and still they put a social life over their responsibility.

The reactions of Kate McCann at the loss of a child, is not how I remember my wife at the "possible loss" of ours.

Well some here need a villain and it appears to be me.