Ten years ago my Dad died (in my arms) on Christmas eve! That Christmas did not go too well! I still miss him (and probably always will)! Our house is no longer full for Christmas, we used to sit 10 down to dinner, but people move away and move on. I came to terms with it fairly quickly but my mum still "goes away" for Christmas as she can't stand the celebration any more. The older you get the more likely this is to happen, and if you do not have low sections of life how can you appreciate the good bits? Love and Peace to you all!
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