Peter, it's amazing how time passes by. It is about this time of the season that we somehow begin to reflect more on individuals or parents that have gone on so to speak. you know the problems I went through. Just know that you have a lot of friends and support to help you through these moments. Remember the verse in the song "It's I'll be here, in sunshine or in shadow". You are your fathers legacy. Take care and try and not get stressed out over the festival too much. As many times as you have done it, it will kind of all fall in place. Warm Regards Winters Wages er I mean Steven David..or er Gee I fogot I was back in my Living History mode again **BG L.J.