I could never look that cute! No amount of money could make me pretty. As they say in the song "If": "If a face could launch a thousand ships (mine could sink a few)". lol All I can ever do is to try and do justice to my gender. That starts with doing justice to me, which has felt quite selfish at times through decisions I have made, so that I could move forward and get on with doing what we all do. Live! I know some genetic women who are far more masculine than I am, or ever could be, but they are still women. See beyond my shell and you see the real me. I am forunate I do not have to look at me and others do. I truly wish I could just merge and not be seen when out and about. That will not happen. I spent far too long in the shadows and, whilst I have no wish to be in anyone's face, I do come out in daylight. Try not to begrudge me, and those like me, that. Just get on with your life and I'll get on with mine. Sorry about the face! anon
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