gnu says Then I thought, what am I thinking about this bullshit for?
Perhaps, sometimes, we all just want to believe and hope that something has enough truth in it to want to work it out on a sensible level that works. Sometimes, maybe, we need also need to find a reason not to believe further than we do.
In any case we do all seek answers to many imponerable things. It's certainly not wrong to want to try and work it out is the answer I would give you gnu. Imponderable or not... some of us have a need to seek :-)
Along those lines I'll start a thread very soon about fairy tales and Disney films. Lets see how many really want to believe things they know are not actually true... but the idea is quite enteratining and pleasant. I am sure most of us do it to a greater or lesser extent.