What a load of psuedo intellectual claptrap!!! You have really excelled yerself in this mumbo jumbo semi digested claptrap.
Your grip on religion, philophesy and the real word is as flaky as you posing as a mariner.
People with paronoia think that EVERYONE is out to punish them.
Oh, and your latest gem "A person who has been abused might see the qualities of their abuser in God. etc."
Would six million jews see them qualities in the SS of their God?
Go way and play with your duck in the bath, you maritime fraud, everyone is finding you out for the buffoon you are