Update. Keeping record. New CPAP which goes over mouth so not so dry. In other places they gave me drinks that could've doubled up as vases but were far too reluctant to deal w/ various problems afterwards for my liking.
There are people here who are a lot worse (emotionally) than me but they don't get threatened w/ eviction – or haven't done since I've been here. It does make me wonder why I was, it was a very silly thing to say considering my options would be very limited.
My dad volunteers in the garden now, I'm sure he wouldn't if he didn't think the place was right for me.