I think women will know where I'm coming from.... gecko IN THE PARK, LOOKING… (Barbara Giles) I'm not too old to like the shape of a man, his walk, the set of his head on his shoulders, the strong legs, well fleshed, and that bright dark browed glance. There's a nose that I like, admiring, blank faced. If you should see me looking, if you saw me at all, you'd think I'm reminded of someone, husband, son, grandson, not that I look at you as a woman looks at a man who stirs her. The heart lifts, it's good to see a fine man, to think - there goes a man I could love. I'm looking at you, not remembering. But as I well know, you don't see me, old women are almost invisible. If I do catch your eye, likely enough you'll be thinking, 'She has a look of my mother.'
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