Well, when your heart stops and you see the docs working on you and you see the light and the tunnel and you hear the voices of angels and see your family and when the Lord tells you not yet my child, you still have work to do, but there are things you needed to learn. It changes you completely. I also described to the doc exactly what he did when working on me and exactly what tie he was wearing when he ran to the room and repeated his words exactly ... All while my heart was stopped. It changes you. Life does not end .. but like I said some religious leaders who are evil will do anything to drive people away from God. Jihad to destroy Islam, pedophiles to destroy Catholics, violence and intolerance to drive Jews away and it goes on, greed, murder.. God is God. I follow Jesus, but God is God ... evil will do anything to take people away from the creator. My thoughts anyway for what they are worth. Each finds their own path to follow, faith or no faith it is entirely up to the path one wishes to choose It doesn't mean those without faith are evil or those with faith are evil. It means the path is split and fee will determines it.