Stu wrote far more objectively while I was still writing the previous post. Good for you Stu. My opinion has massed from bits and pieces over 5 decades and is still evolving. A good skeptic admits we can each of us be wrong about something but we don't have to stay wrong.

Few people have had decades to devote attention to esoteric matters without the distraction of religion or time wasting jobs. It is not without sacrifice or defeats but it can be fun for some.