It reassures me to know that I'm not the only one...

Recurring dreams weigh heavy on my mind of late.

Repeatedly, and this over months drawing out into years,
my dreams show me getting physically weak, to the point
of disability. I try to get on my feet,
and although I can move my torso and arms,
I can't get my legs under me,
and I can't pull up my core abdominal muscles enough to
get above my legs, if you see what I mean.

Something seems to be trying to tell me something.
In real life, my muscular strength isn't what it once was,
but I can get my feet under me and stand up. Not like the dreams.