I am very sorry for you Kendall. I do not know you personally but I do know the drag of being without a voice. It's like one is not quite alive for a time. I had my tonsils out at a very old age and the Dr told me that if I went to singing on the voice I had that I would pay later in life. When I asked what he meant. He said that my voice would change radically as I aged. Well, that has been my experiance. i have had to change my style a coupla times changeing ranges and what not. Maybe you can do some of the same. A little change in reperatoire can really put a cool spin on the alternative. I have also found that singing alot daily makes the voice stronger and less subject to the winds of outragous fortune. Please forgive me if I'm out of place. I wish you all my best.

Luke