I performed a solo concert in last week, still find myself going over it trying to work out how to do better, but, I made good art.
It was very frightening to expose my innner self the way I did, that channel, I had to refrain from all that self judgement, and just do it. There was about 5 seconds of silence after the final number, before the audience applauded. I don't know if they were that absorbed, or shocked and stunned, but now I do feel satisfied, in the way that i know I made art, and dissatisfied, because I can only refine and continue to create.

Thanks for the validation of my experience, Amos.

Mimosa