Yes I did lie that ONE time. I never hit on your friend and when she said I did I just apologised. Like I keep saying I truly believed you and her had a great friendship and did not wish to get between you two. Rememeber I am the one who always ddefended her to you, inspite of her coolness to me. Hindsight is perfect vision and now I wish I never apologised or perpetuated that lie and told the truth about it in from the beginning. How was I to know that she was nothing but a conniving backstabbing bitch? Not til later. Also at that time there was a big blue going on and I was just tired of the bickering. You now say you have lost all trust in me because of that. I would have thought you would be glad that the flirting never occurred, but no, you wish to focus on a lie that happened almost a year ago.

One of my fondest dreams ever was to grow old with you, to watch our children grow up and get married to have wee ones of their own, to watch our grandchildren play together. With your love I was complete. I was truly happy for the first time my mind could recall. No one ever made me feel the way you do. No one. For the first relationship ever I saw myself growing old with you and raising a family with you. For the first time, I had actually found some one that I clicked so easily with. I love you.